Editing Johannes Brahms (section)

====Failed aspirations====
Brahms's personal life was also troubled. In 1859 he became engaged to Agathe von Siebold. The engagement was soon broken off, but even after this Brahms wrote to her: "I love you! I must see you again, but I am incapable of bearing fetters. Please write me&nbsp;... whether&nbsp;... I may come again to clasp you in my arms, to kiss you, and tell you that I love you." They never saw one another again, and Brahms later confirmed to a friend that Agathe was his "last love".<ref name=Agathe>{{harvnb|Musgrave|2000|pp=52–53}}</ref>

Brahms had hoped to be given the conductorship of the Hamburg Philharmonic, but in 1862 this post was given to [[baritone]] [[Julius Stockhausen]]. Brahms continued to hope for the post. But he demurred when he was finally offered the directorship in 1893, as he had "got used to the idea of having to go along other paths".{{sfn|Musgrave|2000|pp=27, 31}}